well, i'm starting to feel better. which is a good thing, cause i've got lots to do! its time to get going on apartment stuff for next year. have to pay the security deposit and first & last mo rent. i'm kinda excited about a new apartment, but... i dont know. i kinda wish we hadn't moved out of where we were last year. i liked it. and now i have to shelf paper an entire kitchen again, darnit! but more than that, i'm still kinda freaking out about how we're going to fit two beds, two dressers, and at least one desk into our small, awkwardly shaped room. i mean... two closets and a sliding glass door and two weird peices of wall that slope down under the eaves sure make the room unique, but... ahhh! :oP but it WILL be very cool to have a balcony. yes, very cool. i stress out too much about this stuff. must cure myself of that.