i wrote a big post but blogger ate it. here's the jist: i miss having close girl friends. carolyn is the only one i've got here, and shes more just a roomate cause of how much homework she does. i look forward to going home, but when i do, everything's different. husbands, children, boyfriends, work... i look at pictures of us messing around back in high school, and know that they will never again be so carefree and fun. i miss stephanie, but i especially miss the stephanie before she was a mommy and a wife. i feel so out of sync with her these days.