sarah, htere are billions of people on this planet

dont say it

okay, i won't

i'm crying so much my teeth chatter
dont say it



and so its gone. and i feel so alone. i thought i'd marry him, i thought everything. now i feel dead inside. who knows if things will change, if someday he'll change his mind.

meanwhile my life is the hardest its ever been.

martha, do know that you are completely welcome here.