I'm starting to feel a bit more normal. I forget every once in a while that I HAD been pregnant, but then there are other times when I start crying and can't help it. (Usually late at night, or else when someone is being too darn nice and sweet to me.)

We've decided to host Thanksgiving at our house as originally planned, so I have lots to do. My list is ready, and I'm going to go tackle the first (and most fun) item- buy a gravy boat. We've actually needed one a few times!

The blue sky is showing right now, after days of rain and many more days forecast in the future. Time to go while things are bright...

Oh, geez. Where do I even start?

The past 6 months have been some of the best and worst of my life.

We bought a house.

I got pregnant.

The baby's heart stopped beating a week ago. I was 9 weeks.

I feel so sad... You can't imagine, unless you can. In that case, I'm sorry...

Things are getting a little better day by day, and that is about all I can say. I'll try to be back here more often.